Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Whoa whoa day of the month.

Today went to have breakfast with my parents, then went to nyjc, in the end i arrived at 7am, fuck man, i was intending to be late. Anyway, it was stupid la, all the celebrations, once gary was free, we went off, thought had to run, but the security guard didn't bother to stop us. Went back to maris stella high, taking bus 100 at serangoon central, those memories came flashing back, good days...

Reached maris stella at around 9 plus, then we sit and talked until 11 plus 12. Finally saw chen ann after a long time, same as always man, casual and cool. Actually wanted to play pool with him, catch up with all the stuff, but he had to prepare for a presentation tomorrow, so yeah, guess another day. Caught up with alot alot of friends, glad to see them doing well. Saw only mr lim and ms jazilah though, in the end left at 12 plus, as our leg was too itchy.

Reached justin house, had a dip in the pool, freaking hot sun by the way. Then we started out with a simple 4 on 4 at around 130. It was fun la, cause lesser people, more space to run into. After that everyone came, then at one point there was 18 people la, whoaa, long time since we had so much people here.

Played 6 vs 6 vs 6, my group was suppose to be the better ones. chee lim, justin, me, yenhao, banana, chengsiong. Won quite alot of games, then we all began to tire out, then the late comers were full of energy, eventually lost. We played til the sun went down, then went to justin house for some man talk. Our talk becoming more and more explicit, hahaha, deprived and desperate. Damn funny, catching up with what's happening in our lives.

thia"how come kum the cigarette will have the spicy feeling wan."

chee lim"That time i also kum my ah gong."

HAHAHHAHA, damn freaking funny, laugh until my stomach damn pain. Anyway, took quite a while for us to get down to chomp chomp for dinner, quite stuffy, then eat finish slack and talk cock. Then it was 10 already, time passes freaking fast man.

My leg is about to cramp any moment, first time i run so much in my life. Short burst and tracking back, damn tiring. Tomorrow kbox time, let's party marists!

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Haiz...depressing teacher's day eve...

It was quite boring today, went to play soccer with a bunch of people, turn out to be some crap game. Nobody wanted to play serious, then plus a lack of people, after running up and down the field a few times, i packed up and went home.

Actually intended to pon school tomorrow to go maris stella sing school song. Apparently everyone is going to their respective JC, though i don't know for what fuck. It's quite depressing really, remember just recently this year, everyone pon school just to go back maris stella. Quite sad to see that it won't happen anymore. I don't really blame them, they got their own schools and everything. Maybe it just didn't seemed important anymore, or maybe they just can't afford to offend their cts.

Mine is one big problem too, but i was ready to go against all odds and pon school, who cares if she report me playing truant, i don't give a damn. Maris stella high is my life. Few could do this, except for the usual few, darren weicong cs, and bing rong. Thus i question, where's the marist spirit that bonded us so closely for this 4 years? Guess have to blame it on time, such a cruel thing.

Feeling very vexed now, can't even get to sleep. No choice but to look on the bright side, at least everyone would turn up in kensington, i hope. Like what bu fan da shi said, buddies are truly the best, but nothing have changed? Maybe the change is not significant now, time will tell.

Cycling at 4, to get my mind off things, just take things as it comes i guess.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Monday blue...

Today was quite happening in school, but with all the blues, happening stuff ain't helping your mood.

Firstly was the stupid evacuation drill. It was damn crappy, how i wished it was the real thing, then burn the whole fucking school down, like i care! Anyway, it was 12noon, i was enjoying the comforts of the air con in the lecture theatre, sleeping of course, while the lecturer was talking about the gp test answers. Then the stupid announcement came, and we had to go out all the way to the fucking field. Yes when it's a field, it's open space, and when it's open space, there's no fucking shade for you to hide in! It's just crap basically.

After lessons had PE, quite boring though. I went to pull the water turbine thingy, then i just pull then the thing break. What the hell, just my luck, lucky didn't need to pay for it. I never even use up all my energy to pull.

After that took 105 home, quite a few stuff happen. The bus picked up a gal at another bus stop, then she went on to find a seat, and she hinted very clearly she wanted to sit inside, but one fucking malay auntie just ignored her like that, i mean what the fuck man, how can she not budge when another person is clearly trying to get inside. Fucking bitch, piss me off damn badly. Then after that were the Australian School bunch. On a good day, there would be alot of chio bus to see, but its monday! Yup all the crap came up, and doesn't know how to move to the back of the bus.

My father's phone just died on him just like that, so he had to use my phone, guess i won't have the privilege of smsing during lecture tmr. Long day tomorrow, was chatting with chen ann just now. Haha, was complaining no one drinking milo and coffee with me, those nasi lemak times, damn fun.

Oh well, memories, that's what they are. Getting excited about wednesday, hoping to see everyone again, seriously considering against going to school, you know that fucked up school, not the one that's given me life.

Night fever night fever, we know how to do it...

Sunday, August 28, 2005


It's been great these few days, have been in paradise. Define paradise, that's when you're listening to Bee Gees! Woo hoo, currently having sunday night fever.

This weekend have been bowling frequently, and sucking at it too. Yesterday went to bowl at 11+, mount faber, 3.90 man, then don't forget the taxi midnight charges, oh my god, not cheap ok. Bowl until my whole hand injuries here and there, seriously think i need to re drill the ball, really cannot make it.

School wise, everything suck la, have to really buck up for my maths, like what mr cheng said, it's time to get serious. And seriously, i can't get about the vectors part. hahaha, so many bloody planes and equation form. Cartesian, parametric, what the hell! Then still dot here cross there, oh my god.

This week should be quite slack i guess, teacher's day week, can't wait to go back for KFC training, but heard its like 3pm. What the hell man, so late, i still decided to pon school they tell me 3pm. So freaking hot, but most probably start early la, or go justin house slack and talk cock first.

I wanna make my blog into a music blog, where people can come here and listen to the best music ever. The thing is, I DON'T KNOW HOW! hahaa...

There's a light, a certain kind of light, that never shone on me...

Saturday, August 27, 2005

hmm...lets see what i've done my past 17 yrs...

01. bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. swam with wild dolphins
03. climbed a mountain
04. taken a ferrari for a test drive
05. been inside the great pyramid
06. held a tarantula
07. taken a candlelit bath with someone
08.said 'I love you' and meant it
09. hugged a tree
10.done a striptease
11.bungee jumped
12.visited paris
13.watched a lightning storm at sea
14.stayed up all night long and watch the sun rise
15.seen the northern lights
16.gone to a huge sports game
17. walked the stairs to the top of leaning tower of pisa (CLOSED! When I was there!)
18.grown and eaten your own vegetables
19.touched an iceberg
20.slept under the stars
21.changed a baby's diaper
22.taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23.watched a meteor shower
24.gotten drunk on champagne
25.given more than you can afford to charity
26.looked up the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit repor
t126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ... more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a seizure
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground1
69. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ... and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested

Friday, August 26, 2005

What the...

Had been tracking closely the past few days of the ST, can't believe that there was no review on the Robin Gibb concert. At least not until i found out today.

That whoever editor took 2 days to write the review, then in the end he said the concert suck. Ok maybe he had been to Bee Gees concert before, and this time it wasn't as good, but waliew, it was a good concert wat.

Then he was quite critical on robin la, ma de. Singing to singaporeans, knowing how conservative they are, how are they able to stand up and party? I only see alot of ang mohs enjoying the music, and a small no. of locals really enjoying, dancing to the groove.

Anyway, we can't deny that he's good, Bee Gees is good. They are just simply legend, and that's a fact.

Abit bored, now got an hour break, damn sian, but no problem, Bee Gees are accompanying me with their saturday night fever, or should i say friday morning fever...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

In memory of Maurice Gibb...

I would say, music can totally changed a person's mood, and look at how it changed mine. It made my world so wonderful, and i would like to thank Robin for that. I'm still rocking, and i will always be rocking to their music.

However let's take one moment to commemorate the passing of Maurice Gibb, though it's been some time, but let's not forget, it's always hard when you lose your loved one. No words can describe the pain of losing Maurice Gibb, a big big loss to us music lovers, and of course to the Gibb family.

Haiz, it's such a pity, but life is so damn unpredictable. His spirit will live strong, because i know that, there are many others Bee Gees lovers out there like me, who will miss him as much as everything in the world. I'm sure though, i'll be at their concert again, i can't wait for that day to come, listening to the trio perform once again. It would take quite a long time, but i got patience.

Now my wish is to see the other 2 Gibb brothers perform again, reliving those moment again, in memory of their brother, and my idol. The spirit of Maurice Gibb will live strong in our hearts, as he touched millions of people with his wonderful voice and music.

You win again, so little time, we do nothing but compete...

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Robin Gibb Magnetic Tour 2005...

Today was a very good day i must say, though it started out poor. School was as usual, had Chemistry SPA, quite easy i think. Finished it in 1 hour, then left before the ending time. I'm sure even if i stayed for that extra half an hour, i wouldn't make any changes to my paper, so must as well leave early, at least i know i won't regret.

Was feeling depressed when returning home, can't seemed to find someone to go to the concert with me, mh backed out last minute cause he got music lesson, exam coming. Therefore, i made a decision, which i can say is the best decision of my life, i decided to go alone. Thanx to my father for helping me book and pay for the ticket, I was able to go for the concert.

My uncle fetched me there, since he got to go for dinner with his family. I reached Singapore Indoor Stadium at 6, way too far off from the 8pm starting time. I walked around the oasis area, then walked to tanjong rhu, enjoying the scenery. Then i went to collect my ticket at sistic, and i actually went into the stadium at like 630. I am sure i was the first audience there.

This was my first time inside the indoor stadium, grand and nice i must say. After walking around, the crowd was starting to come in, and i went to my seat, a far far B36. The crowds started to fill the seat, slowly by slowly, the stadium became quite full. Ironically, nobody buys the cheap tickets, the most expensive tickets were all filled up! Once the light dim, everyone stood up and started shifting. I went downstairs and got myself a $100++ seat, my ticket was only $68, LOL!

I had a great view of the stage, and after a while the concert started! The orchestra was wonderful, great harmony, and those violins and everything, it was just wonderful. Robin Gibb came out, first song - Emotion! It was damn nice, the songs, the voice, everything! Then he threw out alot of Bee Gees songs and songs from his own album. However i couldn't help feeling sad. What if the band was around, what if robin twin brother didn't pass away, wouldn't it be wonderful? It's such a pity, i never got to see the concert of the real Bee Gees.

The songs were simply great, no words could describe the concert man. It was just too good. Then came the song "you should be dancing", oh boy was i dancing. The people beside me wasn't particular enthu, so i had to stand on my own and dance, it was just so high la. Everyone was standing up and partying, then after that he went off. Then he came back to a huge applause, then he threw out songs like staying alive, then tragedy! I remembered, justin's song, hahahhaa. Then i thought it was the end of the concert, getting ready to go off, he suddenly came back again! He threw out the song staying alive again, to great effect, everyone was on their feet now.

One particular sentence was greeted with delight. "you all are such a great crowd, i'm gonna bring my brother here next summer." The whole stadium practically roar! I'm suffering from the aftermath of saturday night fever. Oh my god, undoubtedly one of the happiest moment in my life.

Now you can't tell by the way i use my walk i'm a woman's man...

Monday, August 22, 2005

Looking forward...

Yesterday national rally was particularly promising, PM lee convinced me that only good times are ahead, i can't wait for all the construction to take place. Marina Bay, etc etc, it looks so promising and i'm so excited.

A very inspiring speech i must say, i must start to pia already. I don't know why, his speech made me look forward, the things that are about to happen, so unpredictable. The "talk" by my coach was interesting, made me think about the future. I don't know, probably after University partner with my brothers and set up business, hahaa. Be own boss better, ironically, today GP test was on entrepreneurship, knn, i think i'm dead. Everything anyhow whack, half past 6 understanding, but i guess you always fail the first attempt.

However cannot think too far yet, now must concentrate on studies first, although i must say i'm drifting away. I think i must refocus, get my goals right, then everything will fall into place. I have been searching for songs these few days, managed to get a few good ones. It's a wonderful place to be - music. There are so many many good songs in the universe, i probably won't be able to collect all the good songs afterall. The songs, out there, just wait, i'm gonna get you.

10 to 15 years down the road, i would be like 27 already, not bad. Still in my prime, can go IR and chiong! Hahaha, of course with my marist brothers, i'm sure we will go a long way man our relationship. There would be like endless things to do. Firstly, i can't wait to go to university and meet up with everyone man. Hopefully we will all get into the same U, then shiok liao, NS come out carry on studying. Come to think of it, life ain't that bad, its just how you see it.

Currently, there is a more happening event coming up. Tomorrow, Robin Gibb!! Oh my god, i'm going to the concert, i'm so damn excited. Partly because its going to be the first time i'm going for a concert, but also because its Robin Gibb!! The legendary Bee Gee, such a pity that his brother died young. All good people die young, it's just so unfair. Although it's a pity not to live in the golden era of Bee Gees, i'm looking to relive that moment with robin, yep! So exciting! I can't wait for tomorrow.

Actually was supposed to go watch with mh, but he said no money, then i went on to ask mel. She said ok at first, then what the hell, got some stupid pw, hahaa, in the end going to watch with mh. I'm just waiting for his confirmation, with courtesy from my mother, big sponsor. My parents are really great, $100 a ticket and they willing to spend it, just for me. I asked my father to go with me, and he told me its $100, i go enough. I can't thank them enough man, therefore i have already vowed, at least before i leave this world, i must first repay them for their yang yu zi en. Although i know i will never be able to repay them in terms of monetary, but i guess its the thought that counts.

Well everyone, look on the bright side on life man...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Battle with the relative of Chemosh...

The battle with the relative of chemosh, Lord of Illness have left me exhausted this past few days, which explains my absence from the blogworld, and a stupid institution which weak humans liked to call it "school".

I have been feeling weak these few days, not even the strength to walk that extra mile. I guess i should take things at a time. I have been isolated from the outside world for quite long, and i think i missed that feeling. Living in isolation and seclusion is so fun, like the good old days, i walk alone.

This time of my life, i guess will train me on my independence skill. From now on, I will work towards the lone ranger title. hahaha, go copy notes le, have been missing out quite a bit after these 2 days of sick leave.

Everytime i listen to your song, it feels me with sorrow and sadness...

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Top 5 most hated list...

I'm a very friendly person you know, but yeah, everyone have enemies, and people they dislike. So ya, one of the top 5 most hated groups of people in my list, is my uncle EX family who migrated to France. Noticed that i emphasize on the word EX. They are coming down to Singapore for holiday AGAIN!! It's not the first time.

Everytime they come down, he had to pay for their expenses and bring there everywhere to eat. Mind you, it's not just his ex wife. His ex wife remarried and she's bringing the whole family down. Na bei!! Expect my uncle to pay everything. Don't forget his 2 sons, bloody spoilt brats. They don't even know how to think, bloody immature bastards, thinks that their father print money, everything also wanna buy.

Fucking bastards, thinking of them really makes me wanna puke. 2 oversized idiotic beasts, that's an understatement. My uncle is just a taxi driver, and they come down want this want that, knn, fuck off man.

I would think my uncle is quite stupid. His stupid ex wife has already move on with life, then he still live in the past, his 2 sons are so useless, he can just forget that he had 2 sons.

Haiz, thinking of them really make me wanna puke. I went to see doc this morning, got a 1 day MC, don think i'm going school then, still feeling quite giddy. Guess i shall go eat medicine and sleep...


Bloody fucking Indonesian farmers!!!!


These bastards only how to to light the whole forest up, then causing the fire to spread out of control, then come out and say sorry???? Na bei la!! Can this word "sorry" stop the fire? No right, bloody hell, nowadays people act before they think. I'm already quite pissed they had to burn the trees, for goodness sake man, you are burning the forest! This is the same as burning the earth, what the fuck. I truly believe that the world one day would be destroyed by humans instead of whatever catastrophe that's coming our way.

What made me more pissed is because of this bloody haze, I GOT SICK! Fucking hell, very xin ku lor. I had flu cough and fever, think only developed this morning. I was feeling hot inside, but cold inside, which sucks la. Therefore the antidote is to sweat, let the hot qi out. In the end, i had to cover myself with blanket, then sweating abit here and there, but still not being able to get down to sleep. I could feel my sweat la!! Walao, and the worse part. I sweat wake up still haven't recover!!! simi lj man.

I was watching liverpool against middlesbrough just now. Haiz, quite disappointed and felt sad for gerrard, got people curse him not to score today. The commentator also said he could have gotten 2 hat tricks. Oh well, guess its not his day. Becoming EPL champions? Far from it yet, i think they need time to gel. Yep, but definitely they are playing much better away from home...

Friday, August 12, 2005

What the hell...

I was reading the newspaper in the library just now, so many happening things going on at a time.

Firstly, it was about the japanese prime minister, koizumi if i'm not wrong. There have been a lot of fuss about him going to the shrine, just because the shrine contain the remains of a few japanese who caused the world war II. I mean they are already dead, what else do they want? It is quite stupid to make a fuss over this in my opinion. Anyway did he say he was paying respect to those particular few people. For wat? Making our lives miserable during that period izzit... For goodness sake man, they are already dead, let them move on with their lives. Maybe they are paying for the crimes they committed in hell now, right? There are those other people who sacrificed themselves for Japan, and not because of World War II, does that mean they should not be honoured? The PM also just a person only, walao, make such a big fuss, then everybody unhappy. What's the point man...

Secondly, the everitt road shit is back again. I can't believe this la, 2 childish families, quarrelling over NOTHING. I wouldn't have bothered, but one of them is a teacher. You know, a teacher?? How can a fucking teacher be getting into the newspaper for no apparent reason. Walao, MOE should sack that bitch man. I mean its bad enough if her father is in it, and she has to get involved. Na bei, insult here and there very fun meh, there are many stories of who's right and wrong, so i shall believe none, FUCK YOU BOTH. Getting into trading insults and vulgarities, just because they are neighbours. When both families women kena rape then they would know what hatred truly is. This is totally pointless, worse than the Koizumi case. Bloody losers...

Third is about the Andrew Kuan case. Haha, different stories from the JTC and the man himself. Aiyo, since there's such case rite, i wouldn't want him to be my president man. Even if what he is saying is true. Such a sad case, he doesn't seem a trustworthy person, that's the impression Straits Times give me, oh well, i also can't vote. Too bad. No opposition again? I hope not...

So many senseless and meaningless things happening nowadays. Why man why? Too eng nothing to do meh? Haiz, got to go le. Go for meaningless stuff such as tutorial. Maybe i shall continue blogging again during the break...

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Hail nuitari...

Feeling very very terrible, why can't it go away? Beats me, haizz, wasn't even in the mood for school today.

I don't know how long i can take this, but don't worry, i'll persevere, to my last breath, i don't care, but i doubt anyone would care. Yep, actually i also don't know why i'm blogging, alot on my mind, but if its so easy to put my thoughts into words, i guess there won't be any problem already.

Can't stop thinking, i just can't, haha, katherine said something so unlike katherine. Ask me to move on, what the hell man. I appreciate her kindness man, can't bear to see me miserable right? I know, hahaha, but walao, where got so easy. Then again, first and foremost, am i willing? Haha, don't think so yeah...

Nvm, i have something, hope! Yeah, hoping for a miracle, i think miracle is also an understatement. Oh well, my hope is as strong as my faith in Nuitari. I know you are there somewhere, far away in the skies.... Aiya, so sian, i'm offcially sick of this world, but it's official now. I really think there's magic in this world. I just need to realise it, and the god that i adore so much. I so wished you would come and take me away. I seriously would give up everything, just to learn that skill, walked the darkess path, and need be, do anything, kill anyone, just for the cause that i so believed in.

Well, enough of it, i guess this is crap, nobody would believe me anyway. I hope one day , i'll be waiting for the day, in fact I'll wait forever for that day, for her to change her mind. Well at least until Nuitari appears...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

The maid.

Just now went to watch The Maid. Quite a good show i must say, show you what not to do during the 7th month. Although sometimes the ghosts come out from nowhere, damn no link i think, but overall a not bad show la. Revolves around the principal of the ying guo bao ying, i suddenly forgot what's that called in english.

Only chua4 tio one time, when the maid was folding the clothes, then i was expecting the thing to come from behind. Who know suddenly from don't know where the hand come out and catch her. Na bei, almost everyone chua tio. The person sitting beside me, "wah fuck, knn." hahahaha, damn funny.

However the ghosts too hedious le la, i think reality de won't come out in such manner, will kena heart attack wan. Nowadays people easily fall dead suddenly, so i think they will know better than to come out like that kind. Well, the 7th month is for those who did bad stuff to worry, really really bad stuff, cause someone out there is thirsty for revenge! I hope Osama that bloody group have countless of sleepless night le.

One thing i realised from the very beginning, the actress playing as the maid was damn bloody chio. hahaha

Happy birthday Singapore..

Today early morning woke up and went to mh house and pray. After that stone a while and watch tv there then came home. The show in the morning was particularly nice, was about a violin prodigy who in the end gave up the international competition and went to chase his adopted father who was leaving back for home. In the end, he got to the train station, and got all the feelings needed, to portray the music piece fully, quite touching.

After that went home and slack all the way, until darren called me jio me go out. He went out of home at 3+, then i only went out at 630, he was damn pissed when he called and i said i still at home. Hahahhaa, we went to marina, alot alot of people, then watch the NDP from the screen and chiong to the fun, then the fireworks came on. Damn damn pretty, haizz, i just wished the gal i love was beside me that moment.

Anyway, waited quite a while for the stupid concert to start.

Host"welcome to the 3rd round of our concert, tonight we have bla bla bla...bla bla bla..project superstar...bla bla bla...and eric moo."

Any people in their right mind would cheer at the sound of eric moo, but those retarded idiots chose to scream when they heard those project superstar names. At first was qiu ze, his music not to my liking, since i switched to soothing music, then after that was some rap band and indonesian idol. By that time cannot take it le, so went to eat dinner. We could still hear the songs at the coffee shop, then those stupid stars came online and sing some stupid songs. Then we went back and the superstar went off the stage, and everyone left!

Left about 200 to 300 people left only, when there's like tens of thousands at the beginning. Then came out some malaysian singer which was obviously not malaysian, sounded to ang moh. His songs was nice, then we realised that its the last part of the concert that's nice. Then the real superstar came on, Eric Moo. First thing he said.

"ju4 shuo4 you3 san shi wan ren zai xian chang.(I heard there's 30,000 people here right now)"

LOL, damn funny, its more like 300, but anyway, we loyal fans waited to hear him sing, and that he did. Damn nice, i think everyone thoroughly enjoyed it. After that he sang tai sha, super nice also. Before he sang he also said.

"neng ting dao san shi wan ren de zhang shen zhen hao.(so nice to hear the applause of the 30,000 fans)"

HAHAHAHA, super funny sense of humour. Oh well, superstar jiu shi superstar, where got jue dui or not jue dui. What the fuck man, i find it ridiculously funny when people can't differentiate between good singers and bad singers. What the hell is wrong with them man.

We went to play abit of arcade, then intended to take bus to mrt station. Then realised no bus! Then had to walk damn bloody far to marinay bay station to find it close.-_-"

Ta ma de, we walk to lao pa sa and eat some dessert, actually wanted to go raffles place, but aiya, not holiday, dowan to club, so yeah, after the supper went home liao. I'm kinda tired now, haiz, oh well, school starting again...sian diao.

Monday, August 08, 2005

National day celebration...

Today woke up at 6+, then aiya, decided to go school in the end, i can always pon if i don't like it. Called a few people to check if they going school, which they all did, was abit sian la. I thought my neck strain recovered, but after a few hours, the pain was back. Damn, i dowan to go the sinseh and kena acupuncture or whatever he's gonna do to my neck.

Anyway quite funny, darren called me.

Darren "you call me for wat?"

Me" nothing la, you got go school anot? what time ur celebration end?"

Darren" Got la, 930 end lor...going out later arh?"

Me" KNN, why so early end? fuck one end at 11++"

Darren" Because maths tutorial start at 10am..."

AHAHAHAHA, damn funny man, maths tutorial after celebration, damn crap man. It started to rain, so was doing the wet weather program, played some stupid memory game, and which i used the time to fill my stomach with food. Then after that had to do cheer, in the end we lame around, then so paiseh, the facilitator, someone called dan yu i think, had to wait for so long for our cheer. In the end wasn't very good la the cheer, anyhow wan.

After that went to watch movie in LT4, quite funny the show, its in the library, must go borrow and watch someday. Before that weicong call.

Me "an zhua?"

weicong "12 dhoby ghaut, we go play bu fan de pool."

Me" HAHAHA, steady."

In the end he went to school, then changed the time to 130am. After the movie was back to hall, giving out prises. Then the whoever announced, "most sporting class, 05S9A." What the fuck, what did we do man, hahahahaha, damn funny, everyone damn shock. Must thank dan yu man, like that also got free food eat.

After that went home then ate claypot with parents at lion city hotel. After that went to find weicong and thia. We played pool and snooker til around 6. Ate dinner, then went to heeren to find mervyn. Weicong and chee lim went home by then, left me cs and darren. Then we keep on talk lor, then cs tell us what he's learning all the while in poly, which me and darren catch no ball. "Describe how the traffic lights work?" Whoaaa, if you say poly is easy, think again man.

Then we went to the galilee or whatever place to drink coffee, talk about the old times, how stupid life in jc is. Then realised they can show soccer matches on the tv there. Decided that we shall go there watch soccer next saturday. Haiz, talked about promos, how fast its gonna come and go. Then thinking about the december holidays, intending to go chiong everyday. Then still got our chalets...

Hahaha, its gonna come soon man, but for now, back to our boring life...

Fantasy VS reality...

Sometimes, i really i was living on krynn, where i'm sure i would enjoy life. Reality is harsh, too harsh it seemed. I'm envy, i'm jealous of the characters in krynn.

I would, suffer and die for my god, in exchange for their answers of my prayers. Lunitari, Solinari, Nuitari, Saragonnas, Zebiom, Mishakal, Majere, Gilean, Chemosh.

After that it would be the same for everyone i guess, into the river of souls, carrying on the next part of a wondrous journey.

Haiz if only....

Sunday, August 07, 2005

out whole day...

Today was definitely the most happening day in the, at least past 2 weeks of my life. I was out of home for exactly 16 hours, just reached home today.

I woke up at around 830, then abit late liao, cause soccer starts at 9, faster wash up pack everything and chiong down to kensington. Called michelle before that, she go wat chinese garden, what the hell, jurong leh. Anyway, reached there then i realised i forgot justin block no. so that i can sign in.

Guard "soccer izzit? Justin chan rite, block 12 07-03 la."

Whoa, i was stun, then after that junlong and thia came. Then almost all of them came. Darren was the most dua pai. He sit the taxi got a singapore flag on top, looks like a president car, then we ask him to show us his COE. Hahaha.

After that soccer started, weicong 4 friends join us, then i went over to their team be keeper. They are damn good, attack damn zai, defend also always track back, then i stand there and slack. Occasionally got a few tyco saves. It's soccer to about noon. Everyone buay ta han cause it's too hot. Then we all jump into the swimming pool, basically talking cock inside the pool, and trying to make one another cramp. I got a toe cramp man, luckily its not that serious.

After that went up to Justin house and slack, played bridge all the way to 5+. I took a nap of about an hour plus, quite refreshed after that. Then played bridge until very bored, actually wanted to watch movie, but all is either no money, or no energy. Before leaving justin house, weicong was talking about nowadays many healthy people die for no reason, the latest being the geylang united player. In the end, we came to a conclusion that healthy people die early, and therefore darren will die first! AHHAHAHAA, damn crap, then weicong and ivan will die last, because they smoke and drink.

After that decided to go town and slack. We went onto the bus 132, then started talking cock again, about Ivan still living even after his grand grandson die, hahahaha, stupid man. After that most of them took a nap, then chee lim was enjoying good movie. A couple in front of us french, then after alerting us, particularly weicong, he suddenly damn alert. Walao, free show watch. Not that bad, who says bus trip is boring? After that walk to cine and play pool. Damn funny, we became trick shot masters, weicong was renamed and bu fan da shi(extraordinary teacher).

Then we talk cock all the way. Every shot we take also got things to say. In the end cs forgot about his phone. Then i think somebody took it away. I hope he does return man, damn ex that phone. I went home after that, and here i am, blogging away. I'm quite shag liao, eyes can't really open.

Anyway was reading the newspaper just now. I want to apologise to the group of teenagers i scold in my earlier posts. I just realised they took revenge on that girl is because she go and bao to them. What the fuck, then now she tell newpaper she is angry and whatever. What fuck man, simple yi qi also don't have want to follow people go hun. Fuck off man, if you wan to hun, hun like how a person should hun. What the hell, no wonder they say nowadays gangs are crap. I totally agree...

Off to dreamland, can't take it...

Friday, August 05, 2005


I thought today was supposed to be a good day, but ended up can't wait for the stupid lessons to end, which made my sch day suck. Anyway was not paying attention in any lecture, trying to fall asleep during the breaks. Almost screwed my GP test though, but i think i'll still screw it even if i didn't screw it. You know what i mean, anyhow also fail wan.

After that went home, then kena force to go watch charlie and the chocolate factory. Bloody hell, the commercials before the movie was like 20 mins, na ma, wait until i dulan. Then show started, i was already half asleep. Overall the movie was plain stupid la, wasted every single cent of my $9.50. Practically stone through the whole movie, then still got after effects, still stoning on my way home.

My short term memory really getting worse, die, i don't know what's happening to me. Haiz, don't feel like blogging le, i forgot what i wanted to blog about. Today's the first of the 7th month, Ne Zha said that this year 7th month cannot go to beach at all, so if you believe in this kinda things, don't go. But i wonder why he only said it only during this year, must be some kind of big stuff happening. Don't go home too late and everything la.

I shall go and sleep le, feeling damn sleepy after that dumb movie. Tomorrow got kensington training, get to see everyone again. Rocks...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Awaiting the weekend...

I just realised this few days i keep on forgetting things, in a very ridiculous manner. I can just forget what i wanted to do in a matter of seconds, don't know what happen also.

My maths teacher continue to be damn funny. When teaching vectors, she was trying to explain the vector space.

"you see, if A, B belongs to V, then A+B belongs to V. Understand?*thinks for 5 seconds* Okok, it's like if you put a boy and a girl together, they get married and produce another human. All human rite? You cannot say boy and girl get married then produce a dog wat."

HAHAHHA, what the hell man, willie was laughing like mad, bloody hell, make until i cannot concentrate.

Anyway, spa was on today. kena screwed badly. I think my class is one of the first few to do that SPA. Stupid man, i screwed up the micro part, the SI units. Completely forgot to convert the freaking units. Haiz, cannot make it.

I can't wait for the weekend to come, so so exciting. Next week it is practically like whole week no school. Still comtemplating whether to turn up for Monday "National Day Celebration". What crap, waste my time, maybe i shall go back maris stella walk walk instead. Election day set at 27th August. Bloody hell, they purposely set at saturday then no holiday for us, wtf man. Like that also must consider, 1 day break also cannot meh? Haizz, anyway, don't think until so far. Wait for this week to end first.

Tomorrow GP test, i hope i can do it man, anot sure kena screwed jialat.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005


I have to share this with you all, some funny things happening in my life. I don't know if i remember all of them, abit of short term memory these days, can't remember things.

Firstly i have to praise the government, or rather gahmen, for their meticulous planning of the positions of our school. My sister school's principal is darn funny. My father related to me what she said.

"For students who's studies is quite good, you take one bus stop from here, you'll reach AJ. If you're not that good, you can take 2 bus stops from here, and you'll reach nanyang poly. If you're studies cannot make it, fret now, take 3 bus stops and you'll reach ITE. For those whose abilities we cannot determine, as we would like to call it zou huo ru mo, you can take 4 bus stops, and you'll reach Institute of Mental Health."

HAHAHHAHA, damn freaking funny, nice job LTA, or whoever planned this.

Today in school, during fmaths lesson. The teacher was talking about the gaussian elimination method and by using back substitution. Obviously she didn't plan the answers beforehand, and was thinking how to do in the end.

I shouted "cher, you compare equation 2 and 3, and then deduce that B is not equal to 2."

Teacher*stands on the spot for another 10s*" Oh, class, you just compare equation 2 and 3, and then you'll get B is not equal to 2"

HELLO cher?! I just said that!!! I was damn pissed, and obviously, everyone was laughing. -_-

Well, national day is coming. Aiya who cares about the celebration, i'm just thinking of the 5 days i need not be going to school, hahahahaha, damn shiok. I think i go back maris stella for a walk, heck care abt that damn school. I'm damn tired, going back to slp i guess...

Monday, August 01, 2005

Haiz...old liao la...

Hahaha, was quite pleased today. In my whole 17 years of my life, i guess this year is the one with the most wishes. Yep, thank you everyone for remembering. Haha, around 12 alot sms was coming in, then my ringtone was level 5, apparently woke my parents up. Let's see, special thanx to, in order of wishes and smses:

wei xiang, as you can see on his blog. Reserved that space in his post for me, thanx dude!

Then after that was katherine, damn stupid, hahaha, tried doing maths to keep her awake until 12, which in the end wasn't of much use. Mh and mel also msg me after that. Thanx brothers and sisters.

Clara, never failed to forget my birthday, hahaa, like 5 years liao, every year damn punctual. Awaiting another year so we can chiong casino together.

Elaine, at least she confirmed that today was my birthday, i wasn't sure about her one. haha.

After that was mostly my maris stella brothers. Thanx to darren, he called me instead, haha, deciding that we should go kensington on saturday, which i readily agreed, heck care about tutorials by then. Then it was francis mervyn chee lim, once a marist always a marist. Thanx marist brothers!

Then in school, wishes from ernest jia hui, and from my whole class.

Then after that is those cannot make it wan, took almost a whole day for them to realise today is 1st of August, ahhahaha, michelle and mh sister, but anyway, i appreciate it.

I was playing game the whole day, oh well, generally just another day. Nothing special, one year older le. No presents from my family, oh well, i don't expect them to buy anyway, i rather receiving cash! HAHA, but well, i do wan something, something which i could exchange everything with. However, i still have everything with me, so ya, nvm, i haven't given up yet. Maybe it won't be this year's present, ya so i'll wait until that present comes...

Alright, happy birthday to me, but birthday is not a holiday, although its gonna be soon once i become PM or president, but it's not yet, so back to tutorials!