Saturday, May 28, 2005

Kings of Europe.

This is just amazing, i can't believe it, 3-0 down at half time, I was thinking whether to go back to bed. But no, faith stopped me, I dream, I believe, and it all came true. Liverpool draw level at the hour mark, and went on to lift the most prized trophy in Europe.

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of the storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver
Song of a lark.

Walk on through the wind

Walk on through the rain

Though your dreams
Be tossed and blown.

Walk on
walk on

With hope in your hearts
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone.
Walk on
walk on....

Besides the Turkish road
I head a Kopite calling
"Rafa kept his nerve and saved the day.
Now the Mighty Reds eleven
has taken us to heaven
and the European Cup is home to stay"

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


The 2 days so called camp are finally over. The first day was like shit, the second day was a success, so you could say its kinda balance. I realised my class could be so united actually, was amazed, even with myself, hahaha.

Haiz, taking some time to reflect. I was told today that sometimes you just can't wait, or you will miss the boat. Thinking of the TJ times, guess i really did missed the boat. I was that close to being billiard club captain, it was that close, i just needed 9 points on my cert to ensure that. Then what happen? I totally flop, yeah the feeling was lousy, damn freaking lousy. Imagine the billiard club captain, the one sport I was proud to be associated with, the one sport that brighten up my life, but yeah, now i can only imagine.

Everyone is moving on, where am i? I'm still stuck at that level, or even worse, can't even pot a single ball. Haiz, though i have another cca now, bowling. However interested i am, i know i can't bluff myself, it can't be compared to snooker. Yes i want to learn how to bowl, yes I'm interested, but if you ask me, i'll say snooker is my life.

I've said before, my goal is to become a snooker player, to be like ling yi, or even better than him. I won't give up, but i don't think it could be fulfilled just yet, there's much to learn, there's much training to do, and the most importantly, I don't have someone to guide me. Ling yi just reminded me that I could have been captain. Haiz, yeah i know, that feeling suck...

Monday, May 23, 2005

Snooker crisis.

Today went for the class outing, quite pathetic i guess, kinda boring though. Went to play pool at the whatever paradiz centre. Started with pool, thought i was getting back my touch. Ze qi won me only once. After that i was thinking, "let's switch to snooker."

The fucking cue was exceptionally light, can't handle it i guess, and lost to ze qi all 3 times, fucking hell, guess its back to square one. I can even miss a simple pot, i mean, what the fuck am i doing??!!?!?! I was quite pissed by then, and i got more pissed as the games went on. I mean, it was a fucking simple pot u know??? Haiz anyway, after that went back to ps. Oh ya, by the way, saw justin with his girlfriend. hahaa, watching movie i guess, same old guy, hope to meet up sometime.

After that the guys sort of became slaves. They actually followed the girls for shopping, i mean its shopping!!! Hello, shopping!! haiz, cannot make it, anyway, walked to HMV there and slack around talking cock. After loitering around for about 2 hours, i went back home. Stopped by popular, then realised i don't have the fucking card, which means i can't buy anything. Haiz what the hell.

Tomorrow is the whatever lame camp that's gonna waste probably about 10 hours of my time, and of course 2.4, haiz, don't feel like running. My resolution for this week-back to TJC for training. I can't let the only thing i'm proud of to get rusty.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Kao...busy like fuck.

This is almost the busiest week of my life. Last week was bowling all the way, then plus competition, which means missing lessons, which means i'm lagging behind. Basically today was a fucked up day la.

I had my SPA, was fidgeting the whole day, but yeah, i still screwed it all up. What the hell, just couldn't get the fucking answer. Well, nvm, after that was NAPFA, sort of screwed it up too, but i did better than i expected. hahahaa, FUCK!

Anyway, bowling wasn't any better, had no chance against SA, hahahaha, anyway, it was fun watching them bowl. They make bowling seem so easy, hahahaa. I was watching zhong yi da ge da just now, today's episode was commemorating the entertainment circle that guy who committed suicide. I forgot his name though, rumoured that xia yi caused his death. Anyway, yu tian and gao ling feng came out. It's always sad when 1 of your gd frens passed away, i could like feel his pain, haiz....

Studies wise, i'm practically flopping everything. Got my physics test back today, 19/40. What the fuck, haizz, but i'm now more confident with my forces, but still nothing abt projectile motion. The mid year time table is out. hahahaha, 27th 28th 29th 30th, hahahaha, reminds me of primary sch days, exams are so damn short!

Anyway, wat's the problem with the public nowadays. They are so damn free that they go surfing the net and reading other people blogs, when it doesn't even concern them. Then they complain to the school that we write about this and that, what the fuck man. Can't we even express our feelings for that day? If not, what the fucking hell is a blog used for. Haiz, don't know la, was damn pissed the whole day. SPA, arghhhh, luckily there's more to come. Missing school tomorrow again, die, must catch up again. I hate playing catching up....

Sunday, May 08, 2005


As the term draws to an end, i became more busy instead of relaxing. A division is coming up, so naturally, training sessions increases, leading to less time to do tutorials, and in the end, die! hahahaa. It's not some busy, it's freaking busy, let me see, next week there's training almost everyday. Monday victor, tuesday MST, wed victor, thurs kevin, friday singles event. Hahaha, some more got the tests coming up, die la, some more got pw. Haiz sian.

Anyway this few days still raining, seemed like heaven is still mourning the lost of Dr Wee. Weird isn't it, it have been raining everyday since he passed away, coincidence? Well maybe.

Today was supposed to go meeting to do GPP, but got training, so intended to go after training, but i don't know how, they finished discussion in about 1 hour. Is that call efficient or anyhow? hahahhaa, tomorrow we shall see. Today went for training again, at least played more than 6 frames, hahaha, still cock up la, but not as bad as last time liao, patience man. Kevin found out about my blog. hahaa, hi coach.

For the next 2 weeks, guess i won't be touching much on my tutorials. I need a miracle to pass... meanwhile, back to tutorials.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Tribute to the PP

As i was watching tv one day, i saw the news where Dr Wee Kim Wee passed away. I vaguely remembered him as a president, therefore doesn't know much about him. The next few days in the newspaper, i read about his contribution to Singapore, his character and personality, a people's president.

Although i didn't know him, i could see what a gentleman he was, the ideal president for any country. Everyone seemed to be equal in his eyes, and sad to say, he's one of the few who has this mentality now. I was so tempted to go pay my respect to him yesterday, but nobody wanted to accompany me go. Haiz, nevertheless, he was a great president, it's just a pity i didn't know him in person, for i believe he would make an impact in my life.

Guessed we would never have another president like him, very unlikely. Nowadays minister are all damn fucking rich, they don't understand the poor, they don't know what its like to starve and have no money for education. Haiz anyway, hope Dr Wee enjoy his journey on his next phase of life. A man who deserved my utmost respect, rest in peace.

Return this man to Huma's breast
Beyond the wild, impartial skies;
Grant to him a warrior's rest
And set the last spark of his eyes
Free from the smothering clouds of wars
Upon the torches of the stars.
Let the last surge of his breath
Take refuge in the cradling air
Above the dreams of ravens, where
only the hawk remembers death.
Then let his shade to Huma rise,
Beyond the wild impartial skies.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Nth much.

As the title said, nothing much had happened this week. Got quite a few tests coming up, but god knows when it is, couldn't remember so many things you know. Yeah, just bought my graphic calculator, whoaaa, fucking $185. The functions are quite cool though, still haven found my mario to play. Chemistry wise everything is quite ok, just have to do my tutorials. Physics is abit of a problem. There's this fucking Free Body Diagram which i'm still quite blur about, not much confidence in getting my arrows correct.

Bowling wise, this week was sparing week, spare like hell, think i only improved that little bit. Forgot to mentioned, I'm back to cranking, to hell with that whatever new style. Yesterday went to play bowling at marina, and found out i've got talent to be a spinner. First game i got 86, whereas ernest is still struggling to register his first 100. Anyway the lane suck, my crank only managed a 3rd arrow hook, wat the hell. Before that was Parent's day, and you know, nothing good comes out of these type of school functions.

Anyway, today had a couple of games of snooker with uncle francis. Now i'm getting better at my colour balls, but after 2nd game, i lost concentration, then back to my 1 point specialist. Haiz, such a waste i'm not pursuing my true passion. Heard TJC has begun their snooker league, envy darren so much. This weekend is so slacky, have to go to my tutorials liao. Can't take the chance, teachers had just gotten my father contacts.