Get well soon....

Today went for driving, and shall not bore everyone with what happened at driving, just that my instructor almost heart attack, even though i didn't see the danger, oh well...

After that went to find a new pair of running shoe, more or less decided what i wanted, but too bad no stock, so the assistant recommended a new pair, test test, then ok lor, even though not very nice. 5 mins and i'm done.
Ta ma de realise there's a blue colour de(mine's orange, or maybe red). Oh well, doesn't matter, swift, deadly, accurate. That's the important thing.

After that went to have some bnj, gave big big scoops, and discount too. Thank you!

Then received msg from father, so rush over to the hospital to visit my uncle. From suntec to is really freaking far, and a normal person would have took 1 hour++, too bad i'm not normal and was practically running, so got there in like half an hour++.

Went up to the ward and saw my uncle reading book. He looked like he aged alot in these few days, and it really pains me to see all the tubes and crap inserted into his body. The same feeling all over again. Was quite speechless at the time, so just asked him how he's doing and everything.
He told me to take care of myself and not get myself sick. Stayed for awhile after that and left, told him i'll see him again tmr.

I left feeling very down, and legs so shaky, not sure from all the blood i'm seeing, or from the pain i felt that he suffered. Life is so cruel sometimes, to liam harker, to my uncle, to katherine sis in law father, heck even lampard's mum, and the so many others out there. I know these things happen, i just wished they didn't. Childish i know, but i can't take pain, physically or mentally. A poem from Lemmo taken from rawk:

The Liverpool flag flutters proud
and gently in the breeze
Life goes on
but life will never freeze
life stands still
but still goes on
life is love
for the ones we love...

There are times for passion
there are times for doubt
there are messages of sympathy
and there are mesages of hope
there are times for silence
when there is peace in the air
there are times when we need to be together
the need to be there...

we've all learned a lesson
here these past day or two or more
it's that friends can be close
closer and also far away, which is hard to endure
friends can be a name on a banner
and not just face to face
we've also learned just how precious life can be
when we can be here today
and tomorrow we're just a page in history
like the mighty redmen
that we so proudly follow each week
as they look for the glory
that we all so desperatley seek...

it's not that easy
no one will ever know
the pressure on the mighty redmen
for their passion to us all to show
they are all here for a reason
that is well known
they are here for US:
We will Never Walk Alone...

Deep down i just wanna cry...