Low key period
Now in camp is not very happening, since exercise haven't started, but soon, it will all change soon.
Due to the massive amount of free time that i have, i spend my day lying in bed, and the night lying in bed, nothing much can be done to increase my knowledge, except that i could read some books, or even refresh my mathematics from the jc notes. Other than that i can only go online to search for something interesting to read, improve my general knowledge.
Of course, when you have nothing to do, you think more, and i recently realised that, i don't really know myself that well. I don't think i can even describe myself, which is why its always damn hard to write in the column About Me, excluding those what "i like coffee i like to go shopping etc etc..." Fuck who also can write that.
To start off with, my life have been relatively smooth sailing, not to say its not good Its good and i thank everyone up there, or perhaps my previous life for it, but because of this maybe that's why i'm quite a stranger to myself.
First of all, i'm a fighter, i don't like to give up, in fact i hate to give up. Maybe it's just me, but giving up, to me is losing, and i hate to lose. I get pissed when i lose, but most of the time i'm not pissed with others, i'm just pissed with myself. I believed that if i focused my mind into doing something, I have the ability to do it well, and not disappoint anybody. Even if i fail, i would have this urge to retry, rethink my strategy, review my mistakes, and tackle the problem with a different approach. No way am i going to give up, maybe also because of the liverpool spirit rooted in me. Then again, i won't succumb even if i have to fucking walk alone, and because of this, i always felt that i'm destined for something big. Hopefully that will happen in the future.
If only it was so simple...
Due to the massive amount of free time that i have, i spend my day lying in bed, and the night lying in bed, nothing much can be done to increase my knowledge, except that i could read some books, or even refresh my mathematics from the jc notes. Other than that i can only go online to search for something interesting to read, improve my general knowledge.
Of course, when you have nothing to do, you think more, and i recently realised that, i don't really know myself that well. I don't think i can even describe myself, which is why its always damn hard to write in the column About Me, excluding those what "i like coffee i like to go shopping etc etc..." Fuck who also can write that.
To start off with, my life have been relatively smooth sailing, not to say its not good Its good and i thank everyone up there, or perhaps my previous life for it, but because of this maybe that's why i'm quite a stranger to myself.
First of all, i'm a fighter, i don't like to give up, in fact i hate to give up. Maybe it's just me, but giving up, to me is losing, and i hate to lose. I get pissed when i lose, but most of the time i'm not pissed with others, i'm just pissed with myself. I believed that if i focused my mind into doing something, I have the ability to do it well, and not disappoint anybody. Even if i fail, i would have this urge to retry, rethink my strategy, review my mistakes, and tackle the problem with a different approach. No way am i going to give up, maybe also because of the liverpool spirit rooted in me. Then again, i won't succumb even if i have to fucking walk alone, and because of this, i always felt that i'm destined for something big. Hopefully that will happen in the future.
If only it was so simple...
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