it just keeps getting worst...

Haiz, i didn't know darrell's departure had such a big impact on me until this morning. Hahaha, i almost cried for no reason. One day passed, just one day, there's 1800+ more before he finishes his course. I heard that after 2 years, the feeling would not be there anymore, we won't feel close anymore.

I hope it doesn't happen to me, i don't want this bond to break, and i hope we will prove them wrong. It's quite funny, darrell studying law, later he really become lawyer.

Opponent" objection!"

Darrell" kan ni na lar chao chee bye, can't u see i'm talking! Fuck you understand!!"

Judge"

hahahahaa, yeah i hope he still remembers his hokkien when he comes back. Today after school i pon contact time then chiong straight home to FM, but still did not see darrell online, maybe settling down. Housekeeping matters, i think we need to appoint another organiser, now darrell is gone no one is gonna organise K box or whatever, which will be like sian. Now K Box also abit phobia le, later go there sure think of him, then whole person sure sian no mood to sing.

Today whole day was like damn uncomfortable, walking zombie, tomorrow got 2 tests, so freaking sian, trying to get some stuff into my head, slow progress i must say. Haiz i so stupid now, think accepted a virus file into my com, blinking idiot rite?

Think i shall go study for my test, hope i'll be able to pass, though i doubt so...