My reflection.
I just came back from dinner and walking around with my group of friends, not the marist brothers, the other gang. Anyway, happy birthday to ernest and melanie. Watched harry potter, quite stupid anyway. That bloody potter is a noob in the movie, can't fight at all man, some more he really look like some noob. There were many cuts too, and the movie lasted 2 and a half hour.
NOOB!!
Since can't sleep and nothing to do, let's talk about enlightenment. My quest to enlightenment is still carrying on, searching for the meaning in life. There is some progress i must say, for example those constantly shown in tv:
If i don't enter hell, who will?
I rather be hurt than to kill that person.
我佛慈悲.
Yes i know all this, but the thing is, can i carry this out? I have been trying, to dissolve the hatred for some particular person, and i would say i've been quite successful. However, i haven't met anyone who have tried to do me harm. I figured out if i did, i don't think i have the capability to forgive him. Now i realise how hard it is, and thus the true meaning of " True courage lies in not fighting at all."
Another point i figured out is why monks must abstain from BGR. I guess this is because of the concept of yin and yang. Therefore when you have love, you have hate, and the thing is only a thin line seperates love and hate, so yeah, they discourage love because when things go bad, it may well be generated to hate.
However i think that love is still possible, only if people can dispel all negative thoughts, it may well be possible to attain enlightenment with love. Then again, this is all theory wise, i am very sure to carry this out, that person must be a very skilled person, as in his learnings of The Way.
Ok, enough of all this, i shall try it, then see how it goes, hmm, no wonder people spend a lifetime to achieve it. Tomorrow is KFC day, time to train once again, and of course, meet up with my brothers.
NOOB!!
Since can't sleep and nothing to do, let's talk about enlightenment. My quest to enlightenment is still carrying on, searching for the meaning in life. There is some progress i must say, for example those constantly shown in tv:
If i don't enter hell, who will?
I rather be hurt than to kill that person.
我佛慈悲.
Yes i know all this, but the thing is, can i carry this out? I have been trying, to dissolve the hatred for some particular person, and i would say i've been quite successful. However, i haven't met anyone who have tried to do me harm. I figured out if i did, i don't think i have the capability to forgive him. Now i realise how hard it is, and thus the true meaning of " True courage lies in not fighting at all."
Another point i figured out is why monks must abstain from BGR. I guess this is because of the concept of yin and yang. Therefore when you have love, you have hate, and the thing is only a thin line seperates love and hate, so yeah, they discourage love because when things go bad, it may well be generated to hate.
However i think that love is still possible, only if people can dispel all negative thoughts, it may well be possible to attain enlightenment with love. Then again, this is all theory wise, i am very sure to carry this out, that person must be a very skilled person, as in his learnings of The Way.
Ok, enough of all this, i shall try it, then see how it goes, hmm, no wonder people spend a lifetime to achieve it. Tomorrow is KFC day, time to train once again, and of course, meet up with my brothers.
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